Sunday, January 30, 2005

18 sx

Last Saturday, I went back to Gombak to fetch some official documents and to sit in a government servant preliminary test. I was rather half hearted about the whole test, since i was not looking forward to the prospect of becoming a government servant. The life of a government servant seems to bleak and uneventfull to me. Not taking account positions such as the diplomat and government secret service assasins of course. Positions like those, allows us to travel, see exotic places and make life and death decisions. Hey.. wait a minute... my test was for the position of govenrment diplomat. Dayme. All this while i was imagining myself stuck behind a retro 70s style desk in the heart of Putrajaya (Malaysia's very own Washington state).

The test was very hard. It was hard, not because of the individual question's complexity, it was hard because of the time limit for each test. There were a total of five test sections, and i lasted untill the second. I gave up right after going through the math section of the test. Imagine fourty modern math questions to be answered in 45 minutes. I'm a slow thinker, thus i can't cope with that time limit. I could only manage to answer twenty when the time runs out.

I guess the real reason for me to sit in the exam was so that i could re-live my high school days. The tests was held in my old high school hall. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Gombak Setia. Taking the test did not make me feel any nostalgia or familiarity, but sitting around waiting for the test did spark some unwanted feeling. I felt old. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!

No not really. I felt that our generation is old. You and me and the rest of us. Looking at the young school goers reminds me of the the days when we have to slave over homework. Be bullied by the popular kids. Feel insecure about the tiniest of things. And look up at the grown-ups and feel envy for their freedom.

Looking at the guys and girls sitting for the test, reminds me of my teachers back then. bwahahahaa.

Oh, and i think high school chicks are damn cute. Graduate chicks are damn hot.

This makes me think. When i was a teen, i look at the girls my age, i'll feel an attraction to them. And that is ok. But 10 years later, when i look at those teens, and feel the attraction. I felt dirty. Somehow that doesn't seem right.

14 comments:

Dila said...

hermm.. u meant u look at teenage gals.. as in gals wearing school uniform.. make u feel dirty? turn u on?
hermm.. never understand why does some peoples have "kinks" out of uniform

taqiyuddin bakir said...

well.. not really. Its just that i find younger girls to be attractive. But the society have made it a sort of a taboo to socialize with younger girls.

Anonymous said...

phidophil sial.

anyhoo..girls in uniform..woo turn me on.especially if she wore tight pants, tight shirt and neck tie.

-iceroll-

taqiyuddin bakir said...

oh i think you meant to say that any girl in tight pants, tight shirt and a neck tie turns you on. isn't it?

Yours Truly said...

if i were a guy..i think gal in uniforms especially nurse with beutiful bitchy face will turn me on..haha..

taqiyuddin bakir said...

hmmm i seems as if you don't need to be a guy for that..

heron said...

holy fooking crap! ure gotta be shitting me ---> girls dig bitchy-faced girls too? WAHLAH

Yours Truly said...

hey..what?a girl cant dig for bitchy face eh?erm..actually i like to see bitchy girl..i mean bitchy face..not that she's a bitch..haha..i dunno..but i like it..n dont worry asrol..i still prefer a guy than a girl..lalalala~

Anonymous said...

But remember boys and girls, always wait until AFTER her 16th birthday, otherwise its statutory rape.

Dila said...

It is statutory rape IF you are caught =p~
Havent u guys idly wondered.. if u r someone else e.g.
Blonde, tall, attractive.. would you consider your options in choosing your preference?

taqiyuddin bakir said...

hmmm i've never imagined myself to be a tall, blonde girl before. As for being a guy, it doesn't matter if youre a looker or not. I've seen good looking guys that are totally insecure and thus didn't hook up with anybody. And i've also seen butt ugly guys with a hot chick clinging to his arm. I guess being a guy, looks is erm secondary? is it?

Yours Truly said...

erm..blonde, tall and attractive huh? If I were blonde girl I might b a confused person and am not sure whether I can consider my options in choosing preferences..Well, I might be a dumb-blonde..

Anonymous said...

high school can really turn me on if and only if they wore clean and tidy clothes (i love baju kurung's girl)...and she doesn't need perfume cause if she just smell plain, she just nice (school girl shouldn't smell too wangi). and frankly speak, chinese gurl is really damn nice in kurung. hahaha...

iceroll said...

come to think again, girls in tight leather turn me on. eg Trinity in The Matrix, or Michelle Pfiffer(not sure the spelling) as The Cat Woman in Batman Return