Anyways, I think i better go and iron my clothes now.
Friday, December 22, 2006
Before Akad Nikah
Anyways, I think i better go and iron my clothes now.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Talented Mr Fadhil, only less morbid
Sunday, December 17, 2006
took a walk
3 hours, one 100 plus, 2 hot dogs and one chocolate milk.
how does it feel?
exhausting, feels like merentas desa back in secondary school.
why did i do it?
because i suddenly felt that 25 bucks is way too expensive for a cab fare.
how bout now? after the 3 hours of walking, one 100 plus, 2 hot dogs and one chocolate milk...
25 bucks seems rather fair.... dang....
Monday, December 11, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
halamak aku tak antar kad kawin lagik nie!
anyhoo, i was delaying it so that i could finish off doing a little project. if you notice, there's that banner bar at the sides. yup, the marriage aggrandizing i was talking about. click on it to see more.
lepas dah tengok tu. jemput la kerumah 24th Dec nanti. Ye, awak le.
kalau takut sesat kat bkt jelutong, gimme your house address, i'll send you the card complete with maps and all.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
google adSense
I'm going to be rich now. BwahahaHAhahaha. Well not really, there's
hardly any traffic here, and most people here aren't interested in
buying stuff off the net.
Well anyway, it's a kind of an experiment there. I'll just have to learn
more about it.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
what would che do?
not another profound deep theological thoughts!
but! i will remember you! you were there, i was there writing you. and i think you're magnificent! you were my best post ever! you will be remembered.
Monday, November 20, 2006
in darkness
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
the long awaited update
entah sapa tah await nyer.
anyway.
i was thinking to myself the other day. about divinity and traffic jams. and also about this one atheist trainer dude.
the thought goes like this. traffic jams have memories, they really do. this is something i learned while watching mission impossible 3. i observed this phenomenon too. and i am sure you all could have experienced this before. this traffic memory thinggy usually happens during rush hours, and when there was an accident in a congested part of the road. when people are clearing up an accident, commuters tend to gawk and drive by slowly to maybe get a glimpse of dead bodies. but when the accident area is cleared, the traffic in that area will continue to crawl even when there is nothing to see anymore. this is what i call traffic memory. cars have to slow down because the car in front of them slows down. this is because a few hours earlier, cars slow down to look at the wreckage. it's a chain reaction kind of thing. in the end, the whole traffic have to slow down until the rush hour ends.
it's kinda like our culture. we do things, then our children do the same thing and then their children mimics them. it'll never end, until of course, it gets out of style. but some things don't. like kad kawin for instance. in this day and age, invitations could be sent via sms, phone calls, emails and bulletin board invites. but nope, it's our culture to send kad kawin. why? because the culture dictates that it's not proper to send e-invites. looks too cheap. too half-hearted. but that's my culturally sensitive brains speaking. logically, invitation in any kind of medium is acceptable. since the whole point is to spread the news of marriage. but i guess we have to take into account the emotional side of it too. maybe if we popularize the whole e-invitation thinggy, it'll become culturally acceptable.
ok. but that's not what i really thought about. the traffic jams and all. the traffic jam analogy was about this young girl i saw in klcc. she was punky. wears pop-goth garb. complete with eye shadow, pitch black pontianak hair and lacy skirt hem. totally nightmare-before-christmast meet my-chemical-romance like. so she and her equally pop-goth like friends was walking down the lower ground floor of suria. then two of her mates, a guy and a girl, walked into guardian pharmacy. then she hollered, "hoi, korang nak pegi mana tu? haa, nak beli condom yea!?". i was kinda, "whoa..". then the whole culture, traffic jam memory line of thought came in.
and it goes something like this. we often see ourself as both a unique individual in a mass of people, and also as just a tiny insignificant person in a overwhelmingly large society. kinda like sometimes we feel like a primadonna, a hero that shapes the world, and sometimes like an anonymous ant, collecting food. very small. ugly too. well not really, i think ants are beautifull creatures. i spent my childhood drawing them with their menacing mandibles and mysterious bug eyes. i digress. so what if, we are both that at the same time, small and insignificant, yet capable of shaping the world in heroic proportions. take the pop-goth chick for instance. her rebellious, taboo holler can be seen as nothing big, just a loud teenager's insensitive outburst while trying to look kewl in a dangerous dirty bravura. whatever. but what if her insignificant holler caused that traffic jam? i mean, kinda like that traffic jam analogy. her ourburst might be seen by other awkward teens an mimicked. or it might be heard by the society in general and the society might brush it off as nothing big. and in no time at all, her behavior becomes acceptable in the society. her careless outburst could start a hedonistic safe-sex culture that would tear apart our malay sensibilities! the horror!
so what have this got to do with divinity and the atheist trainer guy? that i think, i might have to elaborate in a different entry. tis already long, and i fear i might not get things done. because fyi... i will be getting married in a few weeks' time. there are things to do! i need to create some sort of an e-invitation thinggy and start a cultural phenomenon that'll reshape our way of perceiving electronic means of aggrandizing one's marriage!
wish me luck people! and go! go and do stuff that'll revolutionize whatever the things need revolutionizing! go to public places and shout random words of positive reinforcement! invent stuff! hug your cubicle buddy. it'll change the world! i promise!
cult of personality
Sunday, September 17, 2006
It's middle of september
So I went around town taking my camera for a walk. It seems that people don't like being photographed. But maybe it's because i went to the edgier part of town where people tend to not want to attract attention. There even this one dude, in full mountaineering outfit, told me not to take his pictures. He said that people tend to back-stab and sell people out with pictures. Then he goes to point out that our PM Pak Lah is the Big Brother, and i better not be in league with him. He was quite a colorfull character. Not quite right in the head i think. But he got this real kewl backpack. With that rubber hydration hose.
Neways, check out my flickr page --> hehe :D
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
howdy
Howdy all,
Hows it goin? I hope everyone is a-Ok. Anyways, i've contracted the
sniffles. Annoying yes. Work is hectic nowadays.
sincerely,
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Hello world
I'm currently creating a program using UML diagrams. It's kinda fun.
It's not a total diagrammatic programming though. You need to specify
the function's behavior using your chosen language. So basically, the
diagram part is just for the program structure only.
Lately, there's a lot of people getting married.
I'm cold. I'm sitting right in front of the air-conditioner. It's one of
those old air-conditioning system. The one that looks like the stove top
fume vacuum contraption. My mom bought that one long ago. But i hardly
saw it in action. My mom bought a lot of things that rarely used. Like
this one time, she bought a whole stack of Anglo-phone English language
learning kit. She said to me later on that she bought that purely out of
guilt. The salesman managed to somehow make her feel that she's not
contributing to her children's education. I hope the salesman rot in
hell. Never once did i use that kit. It just sat there on top of our
wardrobe.
Anyway... there's one random entry
There's a pack of meehun on my table. Packed it from home. It was
intended as breakfast, but i am going to eat it as lunch.
It's so cold here, i had to wear a snow cap. Well, i bought the cap in
turkey the other day, and i guess the cap would be of no use here in
Malaysia. So here it is, on my head in this cold office. Maybe i should
wear thicker pants.
I don't really have anything to say.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Eh! Makan makan!
Orang melayu suka ajak ajak ayam. It's a way to be polite. But did we
realize that behind that act of politeness, lies a repulsive fact about
Malay people as a whole? We lie, we cheat, we say things that we don't
really mean. Eh! makan makan! but we don't really want them to eat our
food. No sireee.
Friday, May 26, 2006
En route to febernache

Arrived to Istanbul and took a cab to febernahce. I think. Somewhere towards angkara, at the asia part of turkey. I've got this assumption that turkey is europe. Maybe because my colleague kept saying how turkey is diveded into two parts, asia and europe. And the airport is located in the europe half of turkey. Moreover, turkey is trying to join euro. Hence the assumption that turkey is more europe than middle east.
My assumption got the better of me when i tried to get into the car to the passenger seat from the driver's side. Almost embarrasing. At least the drive had some fun making fun of me. :(

Going to turkey: Transit in singapore

We push off from KLIA on the 24th of May, at about 7:00 pm. We transit in singapore before going to bangkok and later straight to atartuk airport istanbul. I was prety disappointed since i didn't get window seats :(

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
3rd resignation
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
No More UTPians
This morning, my boss came to work and held a meeting with the team leads. In the meeting he told them about how he had a very bad Monday. Apparently, my guys, came to the interview late and are a bit sloppy at it (Later today, i found out that they've already secured better offers elsewhere, hence the half-hearted effort). So my boss said to the team leads that he'll never never ever going to hire a UTPian. Ever.
It saddens me. Really.
*sigh*
Can you imagine that? It's true that i am only here for a couple more days, but knowing that i am responsible for tarnishing UTP's good name is really the cherry on the guilt cake.
Plus, the boss is sure to pile more blame on me. So guys, please please please please be more prudent when people put their reputation on the line.
Monday, March 13, 2006
It's here again!
It's the school holidays! Yeay! Why are we happy? We're happy because at
this time of year, the traffic is always smooth flowing. Yes. It was the
parents sending children to school that congest the road.
Maybe the government should subsidize school transport. Make it
compulsory for every parents to utilize the facility. That'll probably
knock off a substantial amount of Malaysian fuel usage. It might also
free up the roads.
Anyhoo.. getting to work today was bliss.