Sunday, February 20, 2005

yesteryear's insecurities



Back when i was younger, I fear that I might look like a girl and people might mistake me as one. In fact I did look like a girl and once a shop keeper did asked me if i was a boy or a girl.

Now I'm 25, going to 26. I do not fear about my looks anymore. But with that confidence came a whole slew of other insecurities. Now i fear about my future, my life as a whole, my direction in life, friends and connections.

It is not going to end is it? I wonder what my insecurities are when I'm 50, 60 and 70.

13 comments:

iceroll said...

dude..u mom's rock! showing peace sign tuhh...

iceroll said...

btw, when u are 50's or 60's or 70's, the insecurities will be like this:

"Will I go to heaven or hell?"

taqiyuddin bakir said...

mom? thats my eldest and only sister la dude... and she rocks

hmmm... heaven or hell eh.. now thats a thought. Moh la kite beramal sementara mude nih.

Dila said...

which one r u actually eh?
the one yg duk posed as a model tuk ke? =p~

We will always have insecurities.. It keep us from being vain and arrogant =p~

taqiyuddin bakir said...

so youre saying that a confident fella is vain and arrogant?

i'm the shortest of the bunch.

Dila said...

overconfident is vain and arrogant..
confident.. where u just have a lil tiny insecurity..
Nothing is certain in life right!

Oh.. thats u.. yeah.. look like u somewhat.. Ur bro must be good loooking then.. herm~ =p~

taqiyuddin bakir said...

yeah... they're good lookers. but they're taken. tinggal yg shortest tuh je sorang. any takers?

have good milage left, comes with a wicked humor, though he's a lil bit too emotional at times. adventure and bad-boy attitude comes with customer's request. i'll even throw in a tour-europe package for free.

how bout it?

Anonymous said...

Uik. Ingatkan ur bros yg twin? How come ur baju sama ngan yg berdiri kiri skalik tu?
Yg kanan tuh sure rebel takmo pakai design sama hehe

-Pydd-

taqiyuddin bakir said...

hmm tak sure ngape. tapi i think masa tuh my mom yg dictate kitorang nyer clothing.. agaknyer dia takmo twins dia jadik susah nak cam sgt kot..

Yours Truly said...

yeah..used to think gak..skang mmg la countless friends..but what'll b happened eh when time goes by n u're getting older?do we still have a chance to sit together wearing sarongs and hang out at kopitiam..playing dam..?hahaha...(i wonder how will it be..hmm~)

Anonymous said...

oh u're so cute!! huhu.. lemme guess.. Pian is the one on ur right and Duan sorang lagik?

hmm i always feel insecure.. i think its not going to end..

taqiyuddin bakir said...

nope, pian is the one on my left. yg tengah suck on asam boi. well, both are sucking asam boi. but pian makes it looks ridiculous.

Anonymous said...

huhu salah la pulak...